Paint-what do you think......this is how i feel

Situational melancholy excites doubt, making love to one self as the untouchable figure in my mind. Paint is the cultural element that engages and makes one stop, to be tolerant of mistakes - mascara on the ugly. Trying to simulate that gooeyness promotes of defeat. Covering it up like the gut with high-rise panties. Uneducated about one thing and very smart about another. Trying not to be perfect, perfection is an end. The Comcast of visual imagery to make one enter it rather then wanting to run away. Tranquil colors to sooth the pain. Working in layers and layers to hide, give and protect. The menace in society paint is. Film is the abstract truth. When bouncing from image to goals I have to let the messy be part of the finish.